It took me this long in depression to realize that theres no reason to hate life, theres no reason to hurt. Things happen for a reason and right now, im just living it up. Live life with no regret because you only have 1 life. things are great now that i looked out the dark room i was in. i have a beautiful and amazing girlfriend, stoped hanging out with bad influences, stood by the side of people who needed me most, and met new and exciting people. i had just gotten out of the hospital but when i was in there, i felt weird and out of place. it was impossible to keep me inside all day but i had to stay in my room for a week. i still had a smile on my face though, because i remembered my brother. my brother practicaly grew up in the hospital and he never stopped smiling, even when they had him on so many machines, so many tubes, and so many surgeries, he never stopped smiling. i kept thinking that people had it worse then me in there, so i needed to get better so someone else can use my room. and eventually i got better =]